theycallmerhia asked: If you could live in any fictional world, what would it be and why?
I sat with this question for quite some time, tossing answers back and forth.
I had a very hard growing up, and because of it I created this world that I would go to whenever things were hard. The problem was, is that the world was not very kind either and as a result I to this day struggle with disassociation and “what is reality.”
What any of this has to do with anything, is that as soon as I start thinking of awesome worlds I’d like to visit from animes I’ve seen, or books I’ve read, or even from my dreams, I get super anxiety.
I get nervous that the world I’m in will slip away and that I’ll never come back. Or that what I feel to be real will reveal itself to be fantasy. So dear Merhia, I have an ideal world that I think about in short bursts that is totally realistic but not something humans tend to be good at maintaining.
Living among nature where trade/barter is the currency, and pollution isn’t eminent, and it is safe to walk at all hours, and gender isn’t a debate, and division isn’t exploited in media, equality is obvious, the earth is respected as are the animals, and I live in a tiny log cabin in the middle of thick woods free to roam and collect herbs for holistic medicines.
And that is as fanciful as I can get without inducing a panic attack. I’m sorry if this wasn’t satisfactory.
Aah you are all wonderful!!!
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Thank you thank you thank you!